This was just before my life fell apart... again. Taking it day by day. Nothing I can't handle.

Bittersweet

So I tried on my first wedding dress this week. No, I'm not engaged yet. And yes, that is a little ridiculous of me. It was completely impulsive. I saw one online that I never would have pictured myself wearing, but it was truly breath-taking. I looked at the locations that carry this particular designer and one of them happened to be right around the corner from my work. So I had to swing by on my break. =) I tried it on and loved it. I expected it to be like... $10,000 when I saw it online. Luckily, it's just $1,500. Still more than I was planning on spending, but it is very glamorous.

As far as all this wedding talk goes, I've put it on the back burner. I know it doesn't sound like it, but I really let it go that same day after arguing with my mom. The financial aspect isn't where I'd like it to be. We're also running out of time to prepare for the date I was hoping for. At the earliest, it will be pushed back to next fall. Not what I wanted, but it seems that most things don't go the way I want them to. I need to step back and reevaluate the situation. I also need to wait for the would-be groom to catch up.

As always, impatiently waiting.